Well its been a while since I've had time to type. Work has been kicking my ass and I have been bunned up for a minute. Well now I have a minute and of course I have a little dilemma. My BM (short for baby's momma LOL)swung through last night because she was getting lost in here in DC, she lives in Virginia about 20 minutes away. So we converse for a few minutes, mind you she has had a drink with friends before she came. I tell try to convince her behind to spend the night instead of leaving because I didn't want her to get a ticket if she was stopped on the way. Virginia is very strict on their laws and she lives in booneyville with the white folks. You know the crime rate there is low so they have nothing left to do but stop random black drivers.

She insists its easier to go home because I get up at 5:45 to go to work and she'll end up late for work by sleeping in at my apartment. So I am walking her to the door and I end up walking her out to the front gate. Now at the gate she keeps saying to me don't worry baby I'll be okay, go back to the car. So I tell her no its okay I 'LOL just walk her to the corner, I end up getting to the corner of my street. The entire time, she keeps repeating no its okay, go back to the house , go back to the house. So by this point I am like what the hell is the problem. So I tell her I'll at least walk her to the car. She is still insisting no go back to the house. So I'm thinking why doesn't she want me to walk her to the car?

So I say to her what is the problem? Why can't I walk you to the car? Do you have someone in there, and I don't want any drama. Then she gets an attitude as we get to the car and says yeah, come and meet her, of course there is no one in the car. So she is now pissed off at me and this happened at 11pm last night. Am I crazy or was this a reaction someone else would have had? Would anyone else have an attitude with me? I called her at work and she still had an attitude so I haven't talked to her yet. Ugh, it just seems petty.

Some things About Me......

1. I stole this idea from the legendary HOUSTONNY
2. I always look for the "authentic" in any individual
3. My first love is music
4. I love watching the Golden Girls
5. Zimbabwe was my home for two years
6. Adoption is a loving choice made by a mother to offer her child a better life
7. I was born in New York
8. I am guilty of buying CD's for a single song-atleast until iTunes came along
9. You never see the beauty in the small things in your everyday life until one day its possible you will never see them again.
10. I love to dance- I missed my calling years ago, instead I became a nurse
11. Always trust your intuition
12. I have always wanted an open relationship with my mother
13. I am rather opinionated, but very open- minded.
14. I have to wait atleast thirty seconds before entering the bathroom after someone else
15. Cooking is a stress reliever and a hobby of mine
16. I started cooking when I was ten years old
17. Sex is an art
18. I'm always looking for a muse (wink)
19. Sometimes I wonder if I should have a baby in the future- scary thought huh?
20. Eggplant reminds me of eating insect eggs
21. My baby's mama is Nia Long......(she doesn't know it yet)
22. I wish my family and I were closer emotionally
23. Hot apple pie and vanilla ice cream after a bath and an evening of making love is heaven.
24. Sexy is slow grinding to reggae, face to face with your lover
25. MAC lipglass and lustreglass are a fetish of mine
26. My favorite colors are red and foam green
27. I love like I've never been hurt
28. Cassandra Wilson's voice reminds me of soft kiss on the back of my neck
29. I have sacrificed my own happiness to spare anothers feelings
30. Sexiness is the first thing that attracts me to any woman.
31. Confidence is a very close second.
32. I am scared I might die alone
33. I love cooking Thanksgiving dinner
34. My closest female friends are Tawnya, Andrea, and Aisha
35. I absolutely hate phony ass people
36. Nursing is a tough ass job.
37. That which doesn't kill you makes you stronger
38. I almost died twice
39. I am still here.
40. I love to laugh
41. I try not to sweat the small stuff
42. After #18, most is just that-small stuff
43. One of my dreams is to work with teenage girls
44. I always wished I had a sister.
45. I have to learn how to repair my mistakes- including my credit (and I am not scared to say it)
46. Communication is an underated skill, too bad we don't all put it to use.
47. Women have a tendency to get mad at me if I request we remain friends.
48. I love my gay brothren!!!!!
49. I have used sex as a weapon on a few occasions
50. Do I feel guilty??? Hell no! (wink)
51. I can feel lonely in a crowded room
52. Acting is a secret fantasy of mine
53. I started school a year and a half before I was supposed to
54. My favorite body part is a pair of sexy, slightly moist lips
55. Guess where?
56. Laughing is foreplay for me
57. I was asked to skip a grade twice in grade school, and didn't
58. My parents decided against it because I was small for my age group already
59. I love being alive.
60. I cry at most dramatic movies.
61. Some of my favorite movies are the Color Purple, Babe, Lord of the Rings, Jurassic Park, Clueless, the Usual Suspects , and Boomerang.
62. I have been called artistic since I was a child
63. There are days when all I want is a hug and to know I am loved
64. In this life we are so isolated, so my friends sometimes are my family
65. Sometimes I care too much
66. Being African American but being raised as an African child is tough.
67. My mother outed me to my entire family lol
68. Gabrielle Union- if you're reading this, baby YOU COULD GET IT (lol)
69. I want to learn how to strip, I think its sexy as shit
70. I want to be loved for me